dust again

i had been forgotten my blog again and again...
actually nothing to be write in my blog.
some people will write about their life..
unfortunately, my life do not like my blog title, so interesting as FLOWERS

few weeks back, my relationship had dilemma..
until today, still will feel unsecured.
is he my right guy? i don't know.
primary frens told me to let go, but is it that so easy can be let go?
when thinking of he cannot give the thing i want, shall i reconsider this relationship?

Who can tell me?
i think no one, except me.